lovely lovely times...

gotta say I wish I would just move away now..not sure if I'd move somewhere where no one knew me, or where at least my heart would be, but damn...

a lot on my mind lately and todays been happy and sad...well a little bit of a mix from last night too..

turns out I might very well be goin to San Diego in January for my friends wedding....im kinda nervous, she wants me to be more than just a guest in it....she said somethin about bein a guy attendant..hell i dont know, weddings confuse me..and if im involved somehow, it kinda makes me nervous!

anyways..kinda sad talkin to Ez though..shes great and all, but lunch time its hard as hell..too many random things happening and ah...

then Sunday I felt like my heart was bein torn in two cuz I spent the day with someone I like to think is a close friend...i dont know, my hearts pretty confused..

then icing on the cake came today with finding out my friend Jenni in piqua was in detmar..(sp?)..im scared for her and I'm tryin to get her to just talk to me, but damn it, drama never ends....

oh well, man, sucks from bein so happy to be back home, and then today things go downhill...oh well, at least I've almost perfected my stromboli recipe lol....

and one last thing..was gone from my birthday to sunday night cuz I stayed at my grandmas to practice with my band for two shows that got ended up getting cancelled...

oh and my moms home, and I know shes gonna flip about the phone bill, so I'm leavin....